Archive for the ‘Short Story’ Category

“Notes From Within” 

May 28, 2025
Triangulation Series M
C-Print
2007

“On Vulnerability”

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Dedicated to my siblings

There’s a certain kind of person the world seems to admire—sharp-tongued, composed, deliberate.    He moves through life as if he’s never doubted the sound of his own voice.    His gestures are practiced, his opinions unshakable.    It’s a performance of authority, and to many, it’s compelling.

But I’ve never fit that mold.    I don’t hold myself like someone bracing for a fight with the world.    I don’t presume to master a room.    And more and more, I’ve come to believe that what makes a person is not how forcefully he presents himself, but how honestly he shows up.

Vulnerability has never been fashionable.    It doesn’t draw applause or dominate the stage. But it’s where I’ve found the most truth.    Not in being right, or revered, or untouchable—but in admitting how little I know, how often I’ve failed, and how much of life resists explanation.

We’re taught to act as if we’ve earned our place—through effort, through cleverness, through some innate worth.    But I’ve lived long enough to see how much is assumed, how much is favored, how many doors open not because of merit but because of circumstance, appearance, proximity to power.    The world flatters performance.    It often mistakes loudness for depth, certainty for wisdom.

But beneath all that, we’re fallible—achingly so.    We get things wrong.    We hurt people.    We retreat when we should have stayed, and speak when silence would have been kinder.    We tell ourselves stories to survive, not always to understand.

And yet, that fallibility isn’t shameful.    It’s not a flaw to be punished—it’s the most human part of us.    The mistake is not in being wrong; it’s in pretending we’re not.    Intimacy begins where performance ends—when we stop curating ourselves and let others see what is:    our confusion, our fear, our imperfect love.

I’ve stopped wanting to impress.    I want to be known.    I want to know others—not through their accomplishments or their poses, but through the quiet truths they carry.    I don’t need anyone to be flawless.    I need them to be present, to meet me somewhere beneath the surface.

That, to me, is strength.    Not the kind that commands a crowd, but the kind that sits across from others, unguarded, and says, “Me too. I don’t have it either.”

The world may never reward dishonesty with applause.    But it will reward it with connection—with moments that feel real, human, and lasting.    And in the end, I think that’s the only recognition that ever matters.    Not the illusion of certainty or the performance of strength, but the willingness to return, again and again, to the quiet inside us—the one where we are fallible, open, and fully alive.

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Ricardo F Morin

Bala Cynwyd, Pa; May 28, 2025

Editor:    Billy Bussell Thompson


“The Intersection of Superstitious Beliefs in Venezuela”

February 8, 2025

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Triangulation 36
22″ x 30″
Body color, sanguine, sepia and Sumi ink on paper
2008

The Power of Myth and Storytelling

Storytelling has long served as a means through which individuals organize and interpret experience, particularly in situations where outcomes are uncertain or difficult to explain.  Across cultures, narratives about gods, heroes, or exemplary figures provide structured accounts of conflict, endurance, and resolution.  These accounts do not merely reflect imagination; they establish recognizable patterns through which individuals relate personal experience to shared forms of meaning.  When events exceed immediate comprehension, such narratives offer a way to situate those events within an intelligible sequence.  In this sense, myth does not function as an alternative to reality, but as a provisional framework through which uncertainty is rendered interpretable.

Uncertainty generates a need for explanation.  When events cannot be readily understood or predicted, individuals seek to assign meaning in order to reduce ambiguity and regain a sense of orientation.  In such conditions, belief systems—whether religious, cultural, or informal—provide interpretive frameworks that organize what would otherwise remain indeterminate.  These frameworks do not arise arbitrarily; they develop where institutional or empirical forms of explanation are limited, inaccessible, or insufficient.  Their function is not only to explain, but to stabilize perception by offering a coherent account of events.  The question that follows is not whether such systems exist, but how they influence decisions, shape expectations, and operate within broader structures of authority.

Belief systems persist beyond their initial formation when they continue to provide explanatory value under changing conditions.  In contemporary settings, practices commonly described as superstition emerge in situations where uncertainty remains unresolved despite the presence of institutional frameworks.  These practices appear in repeated actions, ritualized behaviors, and shared expectations that guide decision-making in the absence of reliable outcomes.  Their persistence does not indicate a simple opposition between tradition and modernity, but rather the coexistence of multiple interpretive frameworks operating at the same time.  A society in which these frameworks overlap is not defined by the presence of belief alone, but by how such beliefs influence behaviors, shape choices, and interact with institutional forms that may not fully resolve uncertainty.

Santería and Spiritism in Venezuela

In Venezuela, practices commonly identified as Santería and Spiritism are present in both private and collective settings, particularly during periods of economic or institutional instability.  These practices involve structured interactions with symbolic or spiritual intermediaries through rituals, consultations, and prescribed actions.  Participants may seek guidance, protection, or resolution of specific problems when institutional responses are delayed, inaccessible, or perceived as ineffective.  The recurrence of these practices can be observed in repeated visits to practitioners, the use of ritual objects, and the incorporation of prescribed behaviors into daily decision-making.  Their presence does not displace institutional systems entirely (health and education), but operates alongside them, providing an additional interpretive framework through which individuals attempt to manage uncertainty and act within conditions that remain difficult to predict.

The Sect of María Lionza

Within Venezuela, the figure of María Lionza occupies a central place in a network of practices that combine elements from Indigenous, African, and Catholic traditions.  Devotional activities associated with this figure include organized gatherings, ceremonial rituals, and the invocation of named entities identified as spirits of historical or symbolic figures.  Participants report experiences in which mediums enter altered states and communicate messages attributed to these entities.  These interactions are often sought in order to obtain guidance, address personal or familial concerns, or seek intervention in matters perceived as unresolved through conventional means.  The recurrence of these practices can be observed in periodic ceremonies, the continued presence of recognized mediums, and the transmission of ritual knowledge across participants.  Their function is not limited to belief alone, but extends to shaping decisions, reinforcing shared expectations, and providing an interpretive structure through which individuals respond to conditions that remain uncertain or difficult to control.

In conditions where access to medical care becomes limited or unreliable, individuals may turn to practitioners associated with spiritual or ritual frameworks.  This shift occurs when healthcare systems are inaccessible, delayed or unable to provide satisfactory outcomes.  Participants may seek these services when formal healthcare systems are delayed, inaccessible, or unable to provide satisfactory outcomes.  This shift can be observed in the substitution of clinical consultations with ritual practices, the use of non-medical prescriptions, and the reliance on guidance attributed to spiritual intermediaries.  The effect is not only a change in treatment choices, but a reorganization of decision-making processes, where perceived efficacy is evaluated through experience, testimony, and repetition rather than institutional validation.  In this way, the expansion of such practices corresponds to identifiable constraints within institutional systems, rather than to belief alone.

In the case described, the distinction does not lie in the presence of belief, but in the moment when belief begins to guide decisions that previously depended on medical consultation or prescribed treatment.  This can be observed when, in the absence of access to or confidence in healthcare services, clinical consultations are replaced by ritual consultations, or when non-medical indications substitute prescribed treatments.  Although autosuggestion can produce observable biological effects, these cannot always be predicted or attributed to a single causal factor.  In such cases, the issue shifts from how events are interpreted to how action is taken in response to them.  The tension becomes visible in that substitution:  when one form of guidance displaces another in decisions that carry verifiable consequences.

Superstition and Modernization

Belief-based practices and formal institutional frameworks often operate simultaneously rather than in direct opposition.  In Venezuela, these practices can be observed not only in private settings but also in decisions that affect health, economic activity, and social coordination.  Individuals who participate in belief-based systems may incorporate guidance derived from those systems into choices that would otherwise rely on formal procedures or institutional criteria.  This influence does not require formal authority to be effective; it operates through personal conviction, shared expectations, and repeated validation within social networks.  As a result, multiple interpretive frameworks may coexist within the same decision-making environment, sometimes reinforcing and at other times complicating the application of institutional rules.  The outcome is not the replacement of one system by another, but the interaction of parallel structures that shape conduct under conditions where formal mechanisms do not fully resolve uncertainty.

In addition to belief-based practices that provide explanation or guidance, there are also practices in which individuals attribute intentional influence to unseen or non-observable forces.  These practices are often described in terms of intervention, protection, or harm, and may involve the deliberate use of rituals, objects, or intermediaries believed to affect outcomes.  The presence of such beliefs can be observed in precautionary behaviors, avoidance patterns, and decisions made in anticipation of perceived external influence.  Individuals may seek practitioners not only to interpret events, but to alter expected outcomes through prescribed actions.  Whether or not such influence can be demonstrated, the belief in its possibility affects behaviors by shaping expectations, redirecting choices, and reinforcing interpretive frameworks that extend beyond empirical verification.  In this way, the significance of these practices lies in their observable impact on conduct, rather than in the validation of the forces they invoke.

Under conditions of sustained uncertainty, belief-based practices persist because they provide interpretive and practical responses where institutional systems remain incomplete or unreliable.  These practices do not operate in isolation, but alongside institutional frameworks, influencing how individuals interpret events and make decisions within constrained environments.  Their presence reflects not only continuity with past traditions, but also ongoing responses to present conditions in which outcomes remain difficult to predict.  The question is not whether such beliefs should be reduced to or replaced by formal systems, but how their influence can be understood in relation to observable conduct, decision-making processes, and the limits of institutional capacity.  In this sense, the analysis of belief-based practices requires attention to the conditions under which they arise, the mechanisms through which they operate, and the effects they produce, rather than reliance on symbolic or interpretive descriptions that remain ungrounded in demonstrable sequence.

Ricardo F Morin, February 8, 2025, Oakland Park, Fl.

“The Fetters of Power”

January 14, 2025

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Introduction

Power, in its rawest form, bends and distorts.    It reflects the body depicted in Ascension as it strains against the scaffolding of controland embodies the turbulent forces we inhabit.[1]    These elements frame a reflection not only on Venezuela’s struggles but on the universal gravity of power that entraps us all.    I wonder if blaming these forces oversimplifies a system thriving on collective complicity.    Can self-compassion hold us accountable without succumbing to guilt—when despair paralyzes?

Positioned between The Stream of Emery, a fable of renewal, and Unmasking Disappointment, an upcoming essay on historical reckoning, this story continues a journey through entanglement, responsibility, and the enduring search for self-liberation.[2]

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THE FETTERS OF POWER

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While my husband drove from Fort Lauderdale to Orlando, I had a conversation with my friend BBT.    It was one of those unsettling conversations that reveals how vast forces can overwhelm us.    He spoke of power, not as a tool, nor even as a desire, but as the primal force that pushes humanity toward authoritarian oligarchies.    Greed, according to him, is secondary, a symptom of something deeper:    the irresistible gravity of power itself.

II

I thought of Michel Foucault and his theories on power, and for a moment, I felt a flash of clarity.     But the more I tried to articulate his ideas, the more inadequate they seemed.        The weight of reality crushes academic musings as the world descends into ruin.      We fail to recognize ourselves as creatures trapped by our own errors.

III

Then, I remembered my cousin Ivelisse’s voice, trembling while holding back tears, as she recounted Nicolás Maduro’s inauguration, January 10.     For her, it was not just a political event; it was a symbol of our fall, of our dissolution as a people.     Her despair was mine, and ours was Venezuela’sa nation habitually entrusting faith in saviors who never arrive.

IV

Across the world, power and greed—legitimized by crime or not—justify the rise of tyranny.   And we, in our confusion, have no answers in the face of these tides of unchecked ambition.

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BBT, ever pragmatic, said simply:   “Just enjoy yourself.”    His advice both stung and comforted me.   But how could I?    How could I enjoy anything when the world feels so fragile?   Every thought circles back to the same questions:   What can I do to counteract these forces?    How can I make sense of this struggle?

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Still, I cling to one belief:  that one day, a collective awakening will emerge, a rising tide of awareness.   If there is to be a better world, it will not come from saviors or struggles for power, but from an alignment of minds and hearts.   My role, if I have one, is to contribute to that legacy—not for fame or ambition, but for peace.

 VII

Peace is what I seek, not only for myself but for others: a legacy that transcends my own life, one that serves as a quiet resistance to the forces of greed and power.    Only then, perhaps, will I find the simplicity BBT spoke of—not as surrender, but as understanding.

Postscript

It is easy to lose sight of the deeper currents that drive us, particularly when we are immersed in the tides of ambition, power, and cynicism.     In moments of crisis, these forces surge, often obscuring our judgment and steering us off course.     Yet, amidst their overwhelming presence, one truth remains:     surrendering to love sustains us.

Ultimately, what really matters is love.    It alone sustains us above all else.    It can anchor us against the forces that threaten to lead us astray.

Perhaps with that recognition is where peace begins—not in the world outside or its lack of validation, but in the quiet acceptance of what we can change, and what we cannot.

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Endnotes:

[2]   Ricardo Morín, “The Stream of Emery,” WordPress, December 29, 2024, https://observationsonthenatureofperception.com/2024/12/29/the-stream-of-hermes/

 

Ricardo F. Morin Tortolero, January 14, 2025; Oakland Park, Florida.

Billy Bussell Thompson, February 14, 2025, New York City