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Buffalo Series, Nº 4
48″ x 48″
Oil on canvas
1978
Author’s Note
This text continues the conditions examined in “The Proportion of Boredom” and “The Impossibility of Conviction”.
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Ricardo F Morin
April 17 through May 14, 2026
In transit
A thank you may be spoken and still leave little behind it. The words are said, the gesture acknowledged, yet what follows continues almost unchanged.
What resolves a necessity that could not otherwise have been resolved leaves more than a momentary obligation behind it. It alters conduct. The difficulty is not always in recognizing what has been received, but in remaining openly shaped by it afterward.
At times, what is received passes nearly unnoticed. It is recognized in the moment, then absorbed into ordinary expectation. Nothing changes.
At other times, acknowledgment is followed almost immediately by the resumption of guarded conduct, as though nothing had passed between them requiring either person to remain changed by what is owed to them.
Something similar occurs when acknowledgment becomes routine. The words remain intact while their force weakens. What once carried weight becomes part of ordinary exchange.
Resentment may emerge from the same movement. Withdrawal does not always arise because nothing was received, but because remaining openly affected by it becomes difficult to sustain over time.
The change does not announce itself directly. Replies shorten. Warmth recedes into formality. Attention weakens without disappearing. Continuity remains while something within it becomes less available.
Part of the difficulty lies in the human capacity to narrow perception around self-preservation while remaining partially aware of what is being diminished, avoided, or abandoned.
None of this proves that recognition was false. Yet when guardedness repeatedly restores itself before acknowledgment can continue altering conduct, relations gradually persist more through form than through the openness that once gave them force.
What remains active through form alone may continue outwardly for long periods while gradually losing the openness that first allowed recognition to alter conduct.
To remain capable of recognition is not to magnify what is given, but to allow what has been received to continue altering conduct without immediately reducing it to balance, habit, irritation, or distance.